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<rss xmlns:dc="http://purl.org/dc/elements/1.1/" version="2.0"><channel><atom:link rel="hub" href="http://tumblr.superfeedr.com/" xmlns:atom="http://www.w3.org/2005/Atom"/><description>A blog allowing me to let out everything bottled up and free my creativity</description><title>Heart on her Sleeve</title><generator>Tumblr (3.0; @brittanybee89)</generator><link>http://brittanybee89.tumblr.com/</link><item><title>Photo</title><description>&lt;img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m1oxlsDGob1qm851zo1_400.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;</description><link>http://brittanybee89.tumblr.com/post/20163923113</link><guid>http://brittanybee89.tumblr.com/post/20163923113</guid><pubDate>Fri, 30 Mar 2012 05:13:04 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>:'(</title><description>&lt;p&gt;I&amp;#8217;ve never been this verbally harassed&amp;#8230;&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://brittanybee89.tumblr.com/post/19044240983</link><guid>http://brittanybee89.tumblr.com/post/19044240983</guid><pubDate>Sat, 10 Mar 2012 00:32:41 -0500</pubDate></item><item><title>Moon</title><description>&lt;div class="mbl notesBlogText clearfix"&gt;
&lt;div&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;em&gt;I never really knew you,&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;em&gt;and yet you mean so much.&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;em&gt;Stories told of how much&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;em&gt;you loved me and cared.&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;em&gt;Stories of war and of fighting illness.&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;em&gt;I may not remember you&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;em&gt;but i can still love you.&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;em&gt;You were the father of my dad,&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;em&gt;the husband to my grandmother,&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;em&gt;and the grandfather to me.&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;em&gt;I know you had wished that&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;em&gt;I&amp;#8217;d been born male,&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;em&gt;but you loved unconditionally.&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;em&gt;You played with me&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;em&gt;and agreed to whatever &lt;/em&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;em&gt;came out of my mouth.&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;em&gt;When i was three,&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;em&gt;you went to sleep.&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;em&gt;Even though i cant remember a thing,&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;em&gt;i ask grandmother questions&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;em&gt;and remake memories with you,&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;em&gt;even see you through the moon.&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;em&gt;Roscoe Mathieson Van Horne.&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;em&gt;I know how much you loved me,&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;em&gt;and like all loved ones who went to heaven,&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;em&gt;I know you are watching over me thinking,&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;em&gt;&amp;#8220;What is &lt;/em&gt; she doing?&amp;#8221; and &amp;#8220;what is she saying.&amp;#8221;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;em&gt;Loving me still.&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;em&gt;I love you Moon.&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;em&gt;I love you Grandpa.&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;&lt;em&gt;~B V H  2/25/2011&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
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&lt;/div&gt;</description><link>http://brittanybee89.tumblr.com/post/18995332941</link><guid>http://brittanybee89.tumblr.com/post/18995332941</guid><pubDate>Fri, 09 Mar 2012 03:25:00 -0500</pubDate></item><item><title>tee hee hee….  :D</title><description>&lt;img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m0l27jHS8o1qdzlzno1_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;p&gt;tee hee hee….  :D&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://brittanybee89.tumblr.com/post/18995024167</link><guid>http://brittanybee89.tumblr.com/post/18995024167</guid><pubDate>Fri, 09 Mar 2012 03:08:29 -0500</pubDate></item><item><title>Hesitation (original poem by me)</title><description>&lt;p&gt;&lt;em&gt;I hesitate,&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;em&gt;avoid your face.&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;em&gt;Give you my cheek,&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;em&gt;all i&amp;#8217;ll allow you to take.&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;em&gt;Butterflies whisper,&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;em&gt;you&amp;#8217;ve made a mistake.&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;em&gt;Multiple times i&amp;#8217;ve shied away,&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;em&gt;scared to take the plunge.&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;em&gt;Fluttering wings,&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;em&gt;caress my face.&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;em&gt;Gently moving &lt;/em&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;em&gt;into place.&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;em&gt;Soft and sweet,&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;em&gt;careful as a rose.&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;em&gt;Yet passionate&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;em&gt;like a poem&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;em&gt;set in stone.&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;&lt;em&gt;~B V H   9/27/2010 &lt;/em&gt;&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://brittanybee89.tumblr.com/post/18599717773</link><guid>http://brittanybee89.tumblr.com/post/18599717773</guid><pubDate>Fri, 02 Mar 2012 03:27:59 -0500</pubDate></item><item><title>SOOO CUTE!!!!  i love bulbasaur!!!</title><description>&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lznjo9fCpp1qggja9o1_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;p&gt;SOOO CUTE!!!!  i love bulbasaur!!!&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://brittanybee89.tumblr.com/post/18599675389</link><guid>http://brittanybee89.tumblr.com/post/18599675389</guid><pubDate>Fri, 02 Mar 2012 03:25:34 -0500</pubDate></item><item><title>Just something I had drawn a while ago.</title><description>&lt;img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lzzskvNiro1qm851zo1_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;p&gt;Just something I had drawn a while ago.&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://brittanybee89.tumblr.com/post/18306594613</link><guid>http://brittanybee89.tumblr.com/post/18306594613</guid><pubDate>Sun, 26 Feb 2012 03:50:55 -0500</pubDate></item><item><title>Your ________ (original poem by me)</title><description>&lt;p&gt;Even though we&amp;#8217;re miles apart &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;I still feel you near, &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Your hand gently guiding &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;My lips to yours. &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Your arms wrapped around me as we sleep. &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Your slow, &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Deep breaths and sighs &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Gliding down my neck. &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Your eyes staring at me &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Searching my face &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;For the slightest hint &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;That i may be second guessing you, &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;That you may not be good enough for me, &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Whilst i&amp;#8217;m doing the same to you. &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Your voice, strong, and caring &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Sharing your thoughts and history &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Letting me into your life. &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Trusting me with your heart. &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Although your heart may not be with me anymore, &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Mine will always be with you, &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Where ever you may be.    &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;~B V H   10/17/2011&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://brittanybee89.tumblr.com/post/18241363830</link><guid>http://brittanybee89.tumblr.com/post/18241363830</guid><pubDate>Sat, 25 Feb 2012 03:47:00 -0500</pubDate></item><item><title>WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE INANIMATE OBJECT?</title><description>&lt;p&gt;my favorite inanimate object are figurines..  :D&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://brittanybee89.tumblr.com/post/18241187146</link><guid>http://brittanybee89.tumblr.com/post/18241187146</guid><pubDate>Sat, 25 Feb 2012 03:39:10 -0500</pubDate></item><item><title>rain</title><description>&lt;p&gt;My camera always knows how to make me feel better.&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://brittanybee89.tumblr.com/post/18203497846</link><guid>http://brittanybee89.tumblr.com/post/18203497846</guid><pubDate>Fri, 24 Feb 2012 15:41:49 -0500</pubDate></item><item><title>Sleep (for: you)</title><description>&lt;p&gt;They fell asleep&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Warm,&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Covered,&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Together.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Her engulfed in him,&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Immobile and still.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Unable to move,&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Unwilling to.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;She knew who she was,&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Feelings of completion in her heart.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Never shifting,&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Only the rising and falling of her chest,&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;And his against her.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Dosing off to the lullaby of his heart&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;And the warmth of his breath on her neck.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Dawn arising too soon.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Morning about to come.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;The end of a perfect dream,&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Afraid to wake up to reality.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&amp;#8220;Turn off the alarm&amp;#8221;, she thinks.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;No, it has to happen.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Maturity and acceptance cross her face,&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Regret too.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;This dream will always be with her&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Mind and body.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Heart and soul.  &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;~B V H    1/6/2012&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://brittanybee89.tumblr.com/post/18180448703</link><guid>http://brittanybee89.tumblr.com/post/18180448703</guid><pubDate>Fri, 24 Feb 2012 03:04:00 -0500</pubDate></item><item><title>I lost you… But I will never lose you</title><description>&lt;img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lvnurxQorH1qm851zo1_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;p&gt;I lost you… But I will never lose you&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://brittanybee89.tumblr.com/post/13711344553</link><guid>http://brittanybee89.tumblr.com/post/13711344553</guid><pubDate>Sat, 03 Dec 2011 22:52:45 -0500</pubDate></item></channel></rss>
